In general, I don't like to complain too much. But, man am I starting to get lonely. The reality that I probably am dead is becoming more and more likely. It would explain why I don't have any of my old friends. They're not dead, pretty simple really.

I never thought that I would miss the broomhead. But, I keep thinking about him... and it's seriously starting to grate on my nerves. I know I'm not crazy, but when I start seeing him everywhere, there's definately a problem.

Can you really be crazy, if you realize you're crazy?

...for some reason I'm glad that I work late nights...

It's funny how I always seem to fall for the idiots with sunglasses and broomheads.  So what I'm saying is that...a certain "Japanese swordsman"  needs to get over here before I go over there and hunt him down.

I SEE THAT SOMEONE IS TRYING TO PREACH THE GOSPEL. FOR ALL THAT IS GOOD AND RIGHT, LUCIFER IS YOUR ONLY SAVIOR. THE FALLEN ANGEL IS THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN SAVE YOU ALL. HE WILL SHOW YOU THE WAY THAT MATTERS. THE WAY OF SINFUL DELIGHTS.

COME TO ME, MY CHILDREN, FOR THIS IS THE TRUE PATH. THE ONLY PATH.

I WILL LEAD YOU DOWN THE CORRECT PATH. LUCIFER WILL GIVE YOU ALL THAT YOU DESIRE. SEX, MONEY AND DRUGS. YOU CAN HAVE IT ALL.

JOIN WITH ME.

LISTEN MY CHILDREN FOR I WILL SHOW YOU THE WAY. FOLLOW ME TO YOUR TRUE SALVATION. LUCIFER IS YOUR ONLY SAVIOR. HE WILL TAKE YOU TO THE PROMISE LANDS AND NEVER LET YOU LEAVE. YOU WILL UNDERSTAND ALL THAT IS RIGHTEOUS BY WAY OF THE BURNING FLAMES OF HELL.

JOIN ME, BROTHERS AND SISTERS FOR I AM THE CHOSEN OF LUCIFER. I AM HERE TO LEAD YOU TO SALVATION.

Heh.  It's amazing the people you meet in a place like this.  Everyone seems to have their own needs and issues.  But, in general... this "paradise" is pretty calm.  After the last time, I'm a little shocked nothing else has happened.

Regarding those personal ads.  One bite.  I should feel a bit pitiful.  Next time I should post a picture up.

 Another Day in Paradise.  Another day of wondering what the hell happen to Vash.  Wondering if I'm dead and this heaven or hell.  I suppose I should say my prayers and the like..and hope that this doesn't turn out to be hell.

Though, would heaven really have a bar....that's the million dollar question.

 It's been quiet at work.  Which is really nice. Everyone has gone home for the holidays.  Though, I think I should have gone as well.....there is a little fact that I'm dead, and I really don't want to screw with anyones life by randomly showing up.

"Hay guyz.  I'm not dead."  I don't think that would be the best thing to say or do.  

New Years Eve party...I'm working the bar...which means I get to serve the drunks a bit of gospel at the same time.  Win win situation, I say.

God, I miss the spikeyhead moron.  Ugh.

Moving on....

I have to work the bar at the party, yet again.....  So, that means I have to go out and find a costume.  I'm not sure what I should be though...

 I'm no psychologist or anything like that.  But, I'd like to think that I can read people pretty well.  Take one blonde smoker.  On the outside, you'd think he was a loner, but there's much more to it then that.  Honestly, it seems like he does crave the attention that another person can give him.  Not the celbrity awe type of attention, but the more intimate friendship.

I suppose that's why I can't stop flrting.  Yeah, I can admit it.  People flirt, it's human nature.

But, there's always a point where you need to stop, and I always end up questioning what point that is.

God help me for having a thing for blondes.